Holy Lord, I have sinned times without number,
and been guilty of pride and unbelief, of failure to find Thy mind
in Thy Word, of neglect to seek Thee in my daily life. My
transgressions and short-comings present me with a list of
accusations, but I bless Thee that they will not stand against me,
for all have been laid on Christ. Go on to subdue my corruptions,
and grant me grace to live above them. Let not the passions of the
flesh nor lustings of the mind bring my spirit into subjection, but
do Thou rule over me in liberty and power.
I thank Thee that many of my prayers have
been refused. I have asked amiss and do not have, I have prayed from
lusts and been rejected, I have longed for Egypt and been given a
wilderness. Go on with Thy patient work, answering 'no' to my
wrongful prayers, and fitting me to accept it. Purge me from every
false desire, every base aspiration, everything contrary to Thy
rule. I thank Thee for Thy wisdom and Thy love, for all the acts of
discipline to which I am subject, for sometimes putting me into the
furnace to refine my gold and remove my dross.
No trial is so hard to bear as a sense
of sin. If Thou shouldst give me choice to live in pleasure and keep
my sins, or to have them burnt away with trial, give me sanctified
affliction. Deliver me from every evil habit, every accretion of
former sins, everything that dims the brightness of Thy grace in me,
everything that prevents me taking delight in Thee. Then I shall
bless Thee, God of Jeshurun, for helping me to be
upright.
My God, I feel it is heaven to please Thee, and to be what Thou
wouldst have me be. O that I were holy as Thou art holy, pure as
Christ is pure, perfect as Thy Spirit is perfect! These, I feel, are
the best commands in Thy Book, and shall I break them? must I break
them? am I under such a necessity as long as I live here?
Woe, woe is me that I am a sinner, that I grieve this blessed
God, who is infinite in goodness and grace! O if He would punish me
for my sins, it would not would my heart so deep to offend Him; But
though I sin continually, He continually repeats His kindness to
me.
At times I feel I could bear any suffering, but how can I
dishonour this glorious God? What shall I do to glorify and worship
this best of beings? O that I could consecrate my soul and body to
His service, without restraint, for ever! O that I could give myself
up to Him, so as never more to attempt to be my own! or have any
will or affections that are not perfectly conformed to His will and
His love! But, alas, I cannot live and not sin.
O may angels glorify Him incessantly, and, if possible, prostrate
themselves lower before the blessed King of heaven! I long to bear a
part with them in ceaseless praise; but when I have done all I can
to eternity I shall not be able to offer more than a small fraction
of the homage that the glorious God deserves. Give me a heart full
of divine, heavenly love.
Heavenly Father, if I should suffer need, and go unclothed, and
be in poverty, make my heart prize Thy love, know it, be constrained
by it, though I be denied all blessings. It is Thy mercy to afflict
and try me with wants, for by these trials I see my sins, and desire
severance from them. Let me willingly accept misery, sorrows,
temptations, if I can thereby feel sin as the greatest evil, and be
delivered from it with gratitude to Thee, acknowledging this as the
highest testimony of Thy love.
When thy Son, Jesus, came into my soul instead of sin He became
more dear to me than sin had formerly been; His kindly rule replaced
sin's tyranny. Teach me to believe that if ever I would have any sin
subdued I must not only labour to overcome it, but must invite
Christ to abide in the place of it, and He must become to me more
than vile lust had been; that His sweetness, power, life may be
there. Thus I must seek a grace from Him contrary to sin, but must
not claim it apart from Himself.
When I am afraid of evils to come, comfort me by showing me that
in myself I am a dying, condemned wretch, but in Christ I am
reconciled and live; that in myself I find insufficiency and no
rest, but in Christ there is satisfaction and peace; that in myself
I am feeble and unable to do good, but in Christ I have ability to
do all things. Though now I have His graces in part, I shall shortly
have them perfectly in that state where Thou wilt show Thyself fully
reconciled, and alone sufficient, efficient, loving me completely,
with sin abolished. O Lord, hasten that day.
Lord Jesus, give me a deeper repentance, a horror of sin, a dread
of its approach. Help me chastely to flee it and jealously to
resolve that my heart shall be Thine alone.
Give me a deeper trust, that I may lose myself to find myself in
Thee, the ground of my rest, the spring of my being. Give me a
deeper knowledge of Thyself as saviour, master, lord, and king. Give
me deeper power in private prayer, more sweetness in Thy Word, more
steadfast grip on its truth. Give me deeper holiness in speech,
thought, action, and let me not seek moral virtue apart from
Thee.
Plough deep in me, great Lord, heavenly husbandman, that my being
may be a tilled field, the roots of grace spreading far and wide,
until Thou alone art seen in me, Thy beauty golden like summer
harvest, Thy fruitfulness as autumn plenty.
I have no master but Thee, no law but Thy will, no delight but
Thyself, no wealth but that Thou givest, no good but that Thou
blessest, no peace but that Thou bestowest. I am nothing but that
Thou makest me. I have nothing but that I receive from Thee. I can
be nothing but that grace adorns me. Quarry me deep, dear Lord, and
then fill me to overflowing with living water.
God of my end, it is my greatest, noblest pleasure to be
acquainted with Thee and with my rational, immortal soul; it is
sweet and entertaining to look into my being when all my powers and
passions are united and engaged in pursuit of Thee, when my soul
longs and passionately breathes after conformity to Thee and the
full enjoyment of Thee; no hours pass away with so much pleasure as
those spent in communion with Thee and with my heart.
O how desirable, how profitable to the Christian life is a spirit
of holy watchfulness and godly jealousy over myself when my soul is
afraid of nothing except grieving and offending Thee, the blessed
God, my Father and friend, whom I then love and long to please,
rather than be happy in myself! Knowing, as I do, that this is the
pious temper, worthy of the highest ambition, and closest pursuit of
intelligent creatures and holy Christians, may my joy derive from
glorifying and delighting Thee. I long to fill all my time for Thee,
whether at home or in the way; to place all my concerns in Thy
hands; to be entirely at Thy disposal, having no will or interest of
my own. Help me to live to Thee for ever, to make Thee my last and
only end, so that I may never more in one instance love my sinful
self.
Thou art the blessed God, happy in Thyself, source of happiness
in Thy creatures, my maker, benefactor, proprietor, upholder. Thou
hast produced and sustained me, supported and indulged me, saved and
kept me; Thou art in every situation able to meet my needs and
miseries.
May I live by Thee, live for Thee, never be satisfied with my
Christian progress but as I resemble Christ; and may conformity to
His principles, temper, and conduct grow hourly in my life. Let Thy
unexampled love constrain me into holy obedience, and render my duty
my delight. If others deem my faith folly, my meekness infirmity, my
zeal madness, my hope delusion, my actions hypocrisy, may I rejoice
to suffer for Thy name.
Keep me walking steadfastly towards the country of everlasting
delights, that paradise-land which is my true inheritance. Support
me by the strength of heaven that I may never turn back, or desire
false pleasures that will disappear into nothing. As I pursue
my heavenly journey by Thy grace let me be known as a man with no
aim but that of a burning desire for Thee, and the good and
salvation of my fellow men.
Giver of all, another day is ended and I take my place beneath my
great redeemer's cross, where healing streams continually descend,
where balm is poured into every wound, where I wash anew in the
all-cleansing blood, assured that Thou seest in me no spots of sin.
Yet a little while and I shall go to Thy home and be no more seen;
help me to gird up the loins of my mind, to quicken my step, to
speed as if each moment were my last, that my life be joy, my death
glory.
I thank Thee for the temporal blessings of this world—the
refreshing air, the light of the sun, the food that renews strength,
the raiment that clothes, the dwelling that shelters, the sleep that
gives rest, the starry canopy of night, the summer breeze, the
flowers' sweetness, the music of flowing streams, the happy
endearments of family, kindred, friends. Things animate, things
inanimate, minister to my comfort. My cup runs over. Suffer me not
to be insensible to these daily mercies. Thy hand bestows blessings:
Thy power averts evil. I bring my tribute of thanks for spiritual
graces, the full warmth of faith, the cheering presence of Thy
Spirit, the strength of Thy restraining will, Thy spiking of hell's
artillery. Blessed be my sovereign Lord!
O lover of Thy people, Thou hast placed my whole being in the
hands of Jesus, my redeemer, commander, husband, friend, and carest
for me in Him. Keep me holy, harmless, undefiled, separate from
sinners; may I not know the voice of strangers, but go to Him where
He is, and follow where He leads. Thou hast bathed me once for
all in the sin-removing fountain, cleanse me now from this day's
defilement, from its faults, deficiencies of virtue, harmful
extremes, that I may exhibit a perfect character in Jesus. O
Master, who didst wash the disciples' feet, be very patient with me,
be very condescending to my faults, go on with me till Thy great
work in me is completed. I desire to conquer self in every respect,
to overcome the body with its affections and lusts, to keep under my
flesh, to guard my manhood from all grosser sins, to check the
refined power of my natural mind, to live entirely to Thy glory, to
be deaf to unmerited censure and the praise of men. Nothing can hurt
my new-born inner man, it cannot be smitten or die; nothing can mar
the dominion of Thy Spirit within me; it is enough to have Thy
approbation and that of my conscience. Keep me humble, dependent,
supremely joyful, as calm and quiet as a sucking child, yet earnest
and active. I wish not so much to do as to be, and I long to be like
Jesus; if Thou dost make me right I shall be right; Lord, I belong
to Thee, make me worthy of Thyself.
My Father, if Thy mercy had bounds, where would be my refuge from
just wrath? But thy love in Christ is without measure. Thus, I
present myself to Thee with sins of comission and omission, against
Thee, my Father, against Thee, adorable redeemer, against Thee and
Thy strivings, 0 Holy Spirit, against the dictates of my conscience,
against the precepts of Thy Word, against my neighbours and myself.
Enter not into judgment with me, for I plead no righteousness of my
own, and have no cloak for iniquity. Pardon my day dark with
evil.
This night I renew my penitence. Every moniing I vow to love Thee
more fervently, to serve Thee more sincerely, to be more devoted in
my life, to be wholly Thine; Yet I soon stumble, backslide, and have
to confess my weakness, misery and sin. But I bless Thee that the
finished work of Jesus needs no addition from my doings, that His
oblation is sufficient satisfaction for my sins.
If future days be mine, help me to amend my life, to hate and
abhor evil, to flee the sins I confess. Make me more resolute, more
watchful, more prayerful. Let no evil fruit spring from evil seeds
my hands have sown; Let no neighbour be hardened in vanity and folly
by my want of circumspection. If this day I have been ashamed of
Christ and His Word, or have shown unkindness, malice, envy, lack of
love, unadvised speech, hasty temper, let it be no stumbling block
to others, or dishonour to Thy name. 0 help me to set an upright
example that will ever rebuke vice, allure to goodness, and evidence
that lovely are the ways of Christ.
O God, may Thy Spirit speak in me that I may speak to Thee. I
Lord Jesus, great high priest, Thou hast opened a new and living way
by which a fallen creature can approach Thee with acceptance.
Help me to contemplate the dignity of Thy Person, the perfectness
of Thy sacrifice, the effectiveness of Thy intercession.
O what blessedness accompanies devotion, when under all the
trials that weary me, the cares that corrode me, the fears that
disturb me, the infirmities that oppress me, I can come to Thee in
my need and feel peace beyond understanding!
The grace that restores is necessary to preserve, lead, guard,
supply, help me. And here Thy saints encourage my hope; they
were once poor and are now rich, bound and are now free, tried and
now are victorious.
Every new duty calls for more grace than I now possess, but not
more than is found in Thee, the divine treasury in whom all fullness
dwells. To Thee I repair for grace upon grace, until every
void made by sin be replenished and I am filled with all Thy
fullness.
May my desires be enlarged and my hopes emboldened, that I may
honour Thee by my entire dependency and the greatness of my
expectation.
Do Thou be with me, and prepare me for all the smiles of
prosperity, the frowns of adversity, the losses of substance, the
death of friends, the days of darkness, the changes of life, and the
last great change of all. May I find thy grace sufficient for all my
needs.
O God, may Thy Spirit speak in me that I may speak to thee. I
have no merit, let the merit of Jesus stand for me. I am
undeserving, but I look to Thy tender mercy. I am full of
infirmities, wants, sin; Thou art full of grace.
I confess my sin, my frequent sin, my wilful sin; all my powers
of body and soul are defiled: a fountain of pollution is deep within
my nature. There are chambers of foul images within my being; I have
gone from one odious room to another, walked in a no-man's-land of
dangerous imaginations, pried into the secrets of my fallen
nature.
I am utterly ashamed that I am what I am in myself; I have no
green shoot in me nor fruit, but thorns and thistles; I am a fading
leaf that the wind drives away; I live bare and barren as a winter
tree, unprofitable, fit to be hewn down and burnt. Lord, dost Thou
have mercy on me?
Thou hast struck a heavy blow at my pride, at the false god of
self, and I lie in pieces before Thee. But Thou hast given me
another master and lord, Thy Son, Jesus, and now my heart is turned
towards holiness, my life speeds as an arrow from a bow towards
complete obedience to Thee. Help me in all my doings to put down sin
and to humble pride. Save me from the love of the world and the
pride of life, from everything that is natural to fallen man, and
let Christ's nature be seen in me day by day. Grant me grace to bear
Thy will without repining, and delight to be not only chiselled,
squared, or fashioned, but separated from the old rock where I have
been embedded so long, and lifted from the quarry to the upper air,
where I may be built in Christ for ever.
My dear Lord, I can but tell Thee that Thou knowest I long for
nothing but Thyself, nothing but holiness, nothing but union with
Thy will. Thou hast given me these desires, and thou alone canst
give me the thing desired. My soul longs for communion with Thee,
for mortification of indwelling corruption, especially spiritual
pride. How precious it is to have a tender sense and clear
apprehension of the mystery of godliness, of true holiness! What a
blessedness to be like Thee as much as it is possible for a creature
to be like its creator! Lord, give me more of Thy likeness; enlarge
my soul to contain fullness of holiness; engage me to live more for
Thee. Help me to be less pleased with my spiritual experiences, and
when I feel at ease after sweet communings, teach me it is far too
little I know and do. Blessed Lord, let me climb up near to Thee,
and love, and long, and plead, and wrestle with Thee, and pant for
deliverance from the body of sin, for my heart is wandering and
lifeless, and my soul mourns to think it should ever lose sight of
its beloved. Wrap my life in divine love, and keep me ever desiring
Thee, always humble and resigned to Thy will, more fixed on Thyself,
that I may be more fitted for doing and-suffering.
Great God, in public and private, in sanctuary and home, may my
life be steeped in prayer, filled with the spirit of grace and
supplication, each prayer perfumed with the incense of atoning
blood. Help me, defend me, until from praying ground I pass to the
realm of unceasing praise. Urged by my need, invited by Thy
promises, called by Thy Spirit, I enter Thy presence, worshipping
Thee with godly fear, awed by Thy majesty, greatness, glory, but
encouraged by Thy love.
I am all poverty as well as all guilt, having nothing of my own
with which to repay Thee, but I bring Jesus to Thee in the arms of
faith, pleading His righteousness to offset my iniquities, rejoicing
that He will weigh down the scales for me, and satisfy thy justice.
I bless Thee that great sin draws out great grace, that, although
the lest sin deserves infinite punishment because done against an
infinite God, yet there is mercy for me, for where guilt is most
terrible, there Thy mercy in Christ is most free and deep. Bless me
by revealing to me more of His saving merits, by causing Thy
goodness to pass before me, by speaking peace to my contrite heart;
strengthen me to give Thee no rest untiI Christ shall reign supreme
within me in every thought, word, and deed, in a faith that purifies
the heart, overcomes the world, works by love, fastens me to Thee,
and ever clings to the cross.
Compassionate Lord, Thy mercies have brought me to the dawn of
another day. Vain will be its gift unless I grow in grace, increase
in knowledge, ripen for spiritual harvest. Let me this day know Thee
as Thou art, love Thee supremely, serve Thee wholly, admire Thee
fully. Through grace let my will respond to Thee, knowing that power
to obey is not in me, but that Thy free love alone enables me to
serve Thee. Here then is my empty heart, overflow it with Thy
choicest gifts; here is my blind understanding, chase away its mists
of ignorance.
O ever watchful Shepherd, lead, guide, tend me this day; without
Thy restraining rod I err and stray. Hedge up my path lest I wander
into unwholesome pleasure, and drink its poisonous streams; direct
my feet that I be not entangled in Satan's secret snares, nor fall
into his hidden traps. Defend me from assailing foes, from evil
circumstances, from myself. My adversaries are part and parcel of my
nature; they cling to me as my very skin; I cannot escape their
contact. In my rising up and sitting down they barnacle me; they
entice with constant baits; my enemy is within the citadel. Come
with almighty power and cast him out, pierce him to death, and
abolish in me every particle of carnal life this day.
Almighty God, as I cross the threshold of this day I commit
myself, soul, body, affairs, friends, to Thy care. Watch over, keep,
guide, direct, sanctify, bless me. Incline my heart to thy ways.
Mould me wholly into the image of Jesus, as a potter forms clay. May
my lips be a well-tuned harp to sound Thy praise. Let those around
see me living by Thy Spirit, trampling the world underfoot,
unconformed to lying vanities, transformed by a renewed mind, clad
in the entire armour of God, shining as a never-dimmed light,
showing holiness in all my doings. Let no evil this day soil
my thoughts, words, hands. May I travel miry paths with a life pure
from spot or stain. In needful transactions let my affection be in
heaven, and my love soar upwards in flames of fire, my gaze fixed on
unseen things, my eyes open to the emptiness, fragility, mockery of
earth and its vanities. May I view all things in the mirror of
eternity, waiting for the coming of my Lord, listening for the last
trumpet call, hastening unto the new heaven and earth. Order this
day all my communications according to Thy wisdom, and to the gain
of mutual good. Forbid that I should not be profited or made
profitable. May I speak each word as if my last word, and walk each
step as my final one.If my life should end today, let this be my
best day.
O God the author of all good, I come to Thee for the grace
another day will require for its duties and events. I step out into
a wicked world; I carry about with me an evil heart. I know that
without Thee I can do nothing, that everything with which I shall be
concerned, however harmless in itself, may prove an occasion of sin
or folly, unless I am kept by Thy power. Hold Thou me up and I shall
be safe.
Preserve my understanding from subtilty of error, my affections
from love of idols, my character from stain of vice, my profession
from every form of evil. May I engage in nothing in which I cannot
implore Thy blessing, and in which I cannot invite Thy inspection.
Prosper me in all lawful undertakings, or prepare me for
disappointments. Give me neither poverty nor riches. Feed me with
food convenient for me, lest I be full and deny Thee and say, Who is
the Lord? or be poor, and steal, and take Thy name in vain.
May every creature be made good to me by prayer and Thy will.
Teach me how to use the world and not abuse it, to improve my
talents, to redeem my time, to walk in wisdom toward those without,
and in kindness to those within, to do good to all men, and
especially to my fellow Christians. And to Thee be the
glory.
Lord of immortality, before whom angels bow and archangels veil
their faces, enable me to serve Thee with reverence and godly fear.
Thou who art Spirit and requirest truth in the inward parts, help me
to worship Thee in spirit and in truth. Thou who art righteous, let
me not harbour sin in my heart, or indulge a worldly temper, or seek
satisfaction in things that perish.
I hasten towards an hour when earthly pursuits and possessions
will appear vain, when it will be indifferent whether I have been
rich or poor, successful or disappointed, admired or despised. But
it will be of eternal moment that I have mourned for sin, hungered
and thirsted after righteousness, loved the Lord Jesus in sincerity,
gloried in His cross. May these objects engross my chief solicitude!
Produce in me those principles and dispositions that make Thy
service perfect freedom.
Expel from my mind all sinful fear and shame, so that with
firmness and courage I may confess the Redeemer before men, go forth
with Him hearing His reproach, be zealous with His knowledge, be
filled with His wisdom, walk with His circumspection, ask counsel of
Him in all things, repair to the Scriptures for His orders, stay my
mind on His peace, knowing that nothing can befall me without His
permission, appointment and administration.
O Lord, in prayer I launch far out into the eternal world, and on
that broad ocean my soul triumphs over all evils on the shores of
mortality. Time, with its gay amusements and cruel disappointments
never appears so inconsiderate as then.
In prayer I see myself as nothing; I find my heart going after
Thee with intensity, and long with vehement thirst to live to Thee.
Blessed be the strong gales of the Spirit that speed me on my way to
the New Jerusalem.
In prayer all things here below vanish, and nothing seems
important but holiness of heart and the salvation of others.
In prayer all my worldly cares, fears, anxieties disappear, and
are of as little significance as a puff of wind.
In prayer my soul inwardly exults with lively thoughts at what
Thou art doing for Thy church, and I long that Thou shouldest get
Thyself a great name from sinners returning to Zion.
In prayer I am lifted above the frowns and flatteries of life,
and taste heavenly joys; entering into the eternal world I can give
myself to Thee with all my heart, to be Thine for ever.
In prayer I can place all my concerns in Thy hands, to be
entirely at Thy disposal, having no will or interest of my own.
In prayer I can intercede for my friends, ministers, sinners, the
church, Thy kingdom to come, with greatest freedom, ardent hopes, as
a son to his father, as a lover to the beloved.
Help me to be all prayer and never to cease praying.
Lord Jesus, I sin. Grant that I may never cease grieving because
of it, never be content with myself, never think I can reach a point
of perfection. Kill my envy, command my tongue, trample down self.
Give me grace to be holy, kind, gentle, pure, peaceable, to live for
Thee and not for self, to copy Thy words, acts, spirit, to be
transformed into Thy likeness, to be consecrated wholly to Thee, to
live entirely to Thy glory.
Deliver me from attachment to things unclean, from wrong
associations, from the predominance of evil passions, from the sugar
of sin as well as its gap; that with self-loathing, deep contrition,
earnest heart searching I may come to Thee, cast myself on Thee,
trust in Thee, cry to Thee, be delivered by Thee.
O God, the Eternal All, help me to know that all things are
shadows, but Thou art substance, all things are quicksands, but Thou
art mountain, all things are shifting, but Thou art anchor, all
things are ignorance, but Thou art wisdom.
If my life is to be a crucible amid burning heat, so be it, but
do Thou sit at the furnace mouth to watch the ore that nothing be
lost. If I sin wilfully, grievously, tormentedly, in grace take away
my mourning and give me music; remove my sackcloth and clothe me
with beauty; still my sighs and fill my mouth with song, then give
me summer weather as a Christian.
O Lord, Whose power is infinite and wisdom infallible, order
things that they may neither hinder, nor discourage me, nor
prove obstacles to the progress of Thy cause. Stand between me and
all strife, that no evil befall, no sin corrupt my gifts,
zeal, attainments. May I follow duty and not any foolish device of
my own. Permit me not to labour at work which Thou wilt not bless,
that I may serve thee without disgrace or debt. Let me dwell in Thy
most secret place under thy shadow, where is safe impenetrable
protection from the arrow that flieth by day, the pestilence
that walketh in darkness, the strife of tongues, the malice of
ill-will, the hurt of unkind talk, the snares of company, the perils
of youth, the temptations of middle life, the moumings of old age,
the fear of death. I am entirely dependent upon Thee for support,
counsel, consolation. Uphold me by Thy free Spirit, and may I not
think it enough to be preserved from falling, but may I always go
forward, always abounding in the work Thou givest me to do.
Strengthen me by Thy Spirit in my inner self for every purpose of my
Christian life. All my jewels I give to the shadow of the safety
that is in Thee—my name anew in Christ, my body, soul, talents,
character, my success, wife, children, friends, work, my present, my
future, my end. Take them, they are Thine, and I am thine, now and
for ever.
O God, most high, most glorious, the thought of Thine infinite
serenity cheers me, for I am toiling and moiling, troubled and
distressed, but Thou art for ever at perfect peace. Thy designs
cause thee no fear or care of unfulfilment, they stand fast as the
eternal hills. Thy power knows no bond, Thy goodness no stint. Thou
bringest order out of confusion, and my defeats are Thy victories:
The Lord God omnipotent reigneth.
I come to Thee as a sinner with cares and sorrows, to leave every
concern entirely to Thee, every sin calling for Christ's precious
blood; revive deep spirituality in my heart; let me live near to the
great Shepherd, hear His voice, know its tones, follow its calls.
Keep me from deception by causing me to abide in the truth, from
harm by helping me to walk in the power of the Spirit. Give me
intenser faith in the eternal verities, burning into me by
experience the things I know; Let me never be ashamed of the truth
of the gospel, that I may bear its reproach, vindicate it, see Jesus
as its essence, know in it the power of the Spirit.
Lord, help me, for I am often lukewarm and chill; unbelief mars
my confidence, sin makes me forget Thee. Let the weeds that grow in
my soul be cut at their roots; grant me to know that I truly live
only when I live to Thee, that all else is trifling. Thy presence
alone can make me holy, devout, strong and happy. Abide in me,
gracious God.
Eternal Father, it is amazing love, that Thou hast sent Thy Son
to suffer in my stead, that Thou hast added the Spirit to teach,
comfort, guide, that Thou hast allowed the ministry of angels to
wall me round; all heaven subserves the welfare of a poor worm.
Permit Thy unseen servants to be ever active on my behalf, and to
rejoice when grace expands in me. Suffer them never to rest until my
conflict is over, and I stand victorious on salvation's shore.
Grant that my proneness to evil, deadness to good, resistance to
Thy Spirit's motions, may never provoke Thee to abandon me. May my
hard heart awake Thy pity, not Thy wrath, And if the enemy gets an
advantage through my corruption, let it be seen that heaven is
mightier than hell, that those for me are greater than those against
me. Arise to my help in richness of covenant blessings, keep me
feeding in the pastures of Thy strengthening Word, searching
Scripture to find Thee there.
If my waywardness is visited with a scourge, enable me to receive
correction meekly, to bless the reproving hand, to discern the
motive of rebuke, to respond promptly, and do the first work. Let
all Thy fatherly dealings make me a partaker of Thy holiness. Grant
that in every fall I may sink lower on my knees, and that when I
rise it may be to loftier heights of devotion. May my every cross be
sanctified, every loss be gain, every denial a spiritual advantage,
every dark day a light of the Holy Spirit, every night of trial a
song.
Lord, high and holy, meek and lowly, Thou hast brought me to the
valley of vision, where I live in the depths but see Thee in the
heights; hemmed in by mountains of sin I behold Thy glory. Let me
learn by paradox that the way down is the way up, that to be low is
to be high, that the broken heart is the healed heart, that the
contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit, that the repenting soul is
the victorious soul, that to have nothing is to possess all, that to
bear the cross is to wear the crown, that to give is to receive,
that the valley is the place of vision. Lord, in the daytime stars
can be seen from deepest wells, and the deeper the wells the
brighter Thy stars shine; let me find Thy light in my darkness, Thy
life in my death, Thy joy in my sorrow, Thy grace in my sin, Thy
riches in my poverty, Thy glory in my valley.
The
Valley of Vision: A Collection of Puritan Prayers & Devotions, ed., Arthur Bennett.